I’m restless, but I don’t know for what. I feel agitated, but I don’t know why. I feel as if there are too many thoughts running through my head.
I can’t decide what I want to listen to on my iPod while I’m working, but I’ve got to listen to something to drown out the drone of this office. Maybe if I just write and write and write for a whole freakin’ hour I’ll feel satisfied. So get ready for some real rambling.
I’m tired of starting things and never finishing them, and it’s not just writing. It’s weight loss, housecleaning, organizing, my home business. Sometimes I think my perfectionist tendencies keep my from following through because if I face an obstacle that prevents completion, I’ll stop altogether. I’ll put off continuing the project until the obstacle is gone.
DAMMIT, spilled a drop of chili beans on my favorite pink shirt. I hate it when that happens! I was being so careful!
I’m thinking about what else I should do with this blog. I thought today that I might post my résumé here, but what should I do to draw attention to it. The average blog surfer isn’t going to be searching for employees.
I’m just blah — blah, blah, blah. It’s been overcast since last Friday, and we probably won’t see the sun again until Friday.
Well, the hour isn’t over with, but I’m stopping. I’ve tortured you guys enough!